25 random things about me

From the meme thing going on in Facebook. Once you have been tagged, write a note with 25 random things about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. Tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you it’s because I want to know more about you. (To do this, go to “Notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app then click publish..)

(FRIEND in Yellowknife, I would tag you in Facebook, but you are not there and prefer to remain known simply as THE FRIEND. You can join another one of my friends (Ludovic in Switzerland) who are members of the secret and private “I-am-not-a-member-of-Facebook” club.) Still, you can write your 25 things and send them along. I’ll publish them here–if you want me to.

With no further adieu: here are 25 random things about me:

  1. I am messy, but absolutely HATE  living in my mess. I get tired of my mess every so often (but not often enough) and clean it up.
  2. I spill things all the time. ALL over the place. I trip going upstairs.
  3. And even though I’m a messy person in the physical world, I’m hyper organized in the virtual world. I  blame GOOGLE for my lack of physical filing habits.
  4. I love radio3.cbc.ca. I love Indie music and discovering new music to add to my music collection. The airwaves in the States are pretty stagnant. Filled with bubblegum pop and no texture.
  5. I love the This American Life program produced by Ira Glass. I dream of meeting Ira Glass in person one day and having a cup of tea with him in my kitchen (his wife is invited too of course).
  6. I get loud, obnoxious hiccups if I drink pop, but not if I drink carbonated water.
  7. I grew up at Mile 906.8 Alaska Highway, Whitehorse, Yukon. 15 kms from nowhere.
  8. I am passionate about technology and the internet. It sometimes consumes me. And teaching others about how it works consumes me. I am grateful for the entire notion of blogging.
  9. I want to create and produce stories at the same caliber of This America Life, and The Vinyl Cafe.
  10. I have never visited New York City.
  11. I twiddle my hair. I used to have long hair and twiddle incessantly, but I have shorter hair now. I twiddle less. It still drives people crazy.
  12. I would like to stop doing so many things and stand still for awhile.
  13. When I was a kid, we had a dog we’d named Dr. Bear. We called him Bear for short. When we took him for walks in the campground across the highway from our house (Wolf Creek Campground–for those of you who know it), we’d call out Bear! Bear! to get him to come. And the campers would think we were announcing a real bear.
  14. One summer, my sister was crossing a tree across the creek, and she got to the other side and called, “Bear! Bear! Come here Bear!” and there really was a bear rooting around in the undergrowth.  She hightailed it home and found our dog waiting for her.
  15. In the summer of 1994, I almost got eaten by a grizzly bear up in Kluane Park. (ALMOST might be a slight exaggeration, but there was a grizzly announcing to us that we were far too close for his comfort–which is a 200 metre radius BTW). We think we were lucky he had already eaten his dinner.
  16. I have hiked the Chilkoot Trail seven times in my life. The first time when I was 12. The last time when I was 35.
  17. I still have the first book I ever read: Danny and the Dinosaur. I started reading when I was five and fell in love with language. I love words. I keep two or three dictionaries in the house so I can refer to the dictionary when I feel I need to. Now, I have the internet, but I still love my dictionaries. And get lost in them when I open them up. Too bad my spelling sucks. I have to do something about that this year.
  18. I like snowboarding, but since moving to California, I don’t go as often as I could and I suck.  One day on the ski lift up at Heavenly, some young kids looked at my board and exclaimed: “Wow. Hard core boarder, man. Those are original bindings!” Then they looked up at me, and were immediately disappointed. I laughed and said, “Not hard core fellas, just old!”
  19. I have a fire hydrant in my garage. Remanent of former tenants, but it’s too heavy to move. And what do you do with an extra fire hydrant?
  20. I love public radio. CBC.ca. BBC.co.uk. NPR.org. I love that on the internet, I can stream all of my favourite shows ANYTIME I want them. From any country. I should probably try to discover what Australian public radio is like.
  21. I like gingersnap cookies the best.
  22. For my Christmas present, I bought a Jack Lalanne juicer. It makes great juice. It also makes a huge mess. Or maybe, pursuant to item 1., I make the mess.
  23. In 2000, I took a sabbatical from Nortel Networks for six months and travelled to Central America and Europe. I spent a total of $10K from my retirement plan. My colleague reprimanded me for taking money from my retirement for what she considered to be a frivolity. By the time I got back from my memorable travels, my colleague’s retirement funds had plummeted more than $50K.
  24. I have approximately 50 GB of music on my hard drives from my music collection. I used to buy CDs. I now have iTunes.
  25. I started rollerblading in 1994. I used an entire paycheque to buy my blades. I still use them here in Healdsburg. Most people look at me oddly. But, I can go forward really fast on them. Really fast. And I love the feeling going forward really fast. I’ve been stopped by the Healdsburg police. They didn’t want me rollerblading near the town plaza. Also, a lady stopped her car once and reprimanded me for rollerblading in the street. I’ll be 37 this February. I think I’m a bit too old to be reprimanded.

Mr. Obama, I think you should give them $20 billion less.

And what you do give them, hold them accountable.

’nuff said.

My Dad adopts a dog’s outlook on life

My dad pops up on Skype video now. My computer rings and every time I click the red telephone to answer, I say: “On screen.” And the video starts.

The other day, my Dad appears on screen and he’s pissing himself laughing. 

“Jennie.” He snorts through his snickers. “Jennie. I’ve decided to adopt a dog’s outlook on life.”

Alright. I wonder what he’s going to say next. The first outlook that comes to mind is that saying about…”If you’re not the lead dog…”

“No.” He says. “No.” He’s still snickering. “If you can’t eat it, if you can’t seduce it, piss on it.”

In honour of Obama–a poem, from Walt Whitman

[EDIT] I revoke my poem.

I knew the opening four lines, but NEVER studied the text–until now!

GOOD GOD…Why didn’t somebody say something????

Horrors!

My intentions were honourable though. Completely. AND I had that scene from Dead Poet’s Society in my head, where the student stands on his desk as the teacher is leaving…and starts reciting the poem.

“O Capatin, My Captain….”

I believe people–like administrations–can change. What I’d like to believe even more is that this change in administration brings a change in people. And we lead ourselves into a new era.

What do I want?

After many conversations and shared moments, and a few evenings of phone calls where I have tried to gather up courage to ask, I finally just say: “Hey. I have a question.” My heart rate sky rockets, but I try to be casual. And I ask: “Umm…., well, what do you want?”

And in a smaller voice, I look down. I look away. I look anywhere else but at the person I’m talking to: “More specifically, I guess my question is: What do you want with me?”

Later, I thought, “WHAT WAS I THINKING?” And I reprehend myself because I’m accommodating again. I always try and find out what’s going on and figure out how I fit in.  Accommodate. Accommodate. Accommodate.

I’m kinda tired of trying to fit in. I don’t. OBVIOUSLY. And in order to take control of my life, I think a way better question would be: “What do I want?” and “What do I want with me?”

After some consideration (and a prompt from somebody else entirely) I thought I might just put it out there on my blog. What have I got to lose?

Basically though (deep breath)….here is what I came up with tonight:

I want to share my life. I want to share my body. I want to create memories, and a home–with friends, and family, and community.

I want to laugh.

I want to grow, to challenge, to discover. Intellectually. Emotionally. Physically.  I want a counterpart. A partner. I want someone who challenges me and makes me think. And helps me grow. I want to encourage. To be encouraged.

I want to become a better person.

I want to make healthy decisions: physically, emotionally, financially.

I want to travel. I want to experience new places. I want to discover new music, and culture, and textures, and flavours.

I want to take care of my parents.

I want romance. I want kissing for hours.

I want intimacy.

I want to love and to be loved.

I want babies and dogs and careers and gardens.

I want to cook dinners together.

I want to feel beautiful. And smart. And sexy (my four favourite adjectives: sassy, classy, smart, and sexy). I want to be a best friend, a girlfriend, a wife, a lover, a mother.

I want a life.

I want him (whoever he may be) to choose me (over anybody else, over a job, over his parents). I want us to create our own circle of trust and build a life together.

I don’t want to be a second choice.

I don’t want to be a side dish.

I don’t want to be filler.

I won’t settle for anything less.

I’m 37 in February. I’m too old to wait for things to happen. If I don’t take control of my life, I don’t think I’ll ever have what I want.

Last year in review

Well. Sometime in January, I usually look at what I did last year,  and I make a game plan for the next year. I have a few friends who do this on their birthdays. I have another friend who does this at New Year. I like to take the entire month of January and reflect. What’s the hurry?

Here are some stats from last year:

  • 79 blog entries on YukonJen.com
  • 95 posts on HealdsburgMagazine.com (revising and relaunching in 2009)
  • 26 posts on TheLoveLetterProject.com (revising and relaunching in 2009).
  • GB jr has travelled to Whitehorse, Cambodia, Vietnam, Toronto, Healdsburg, Alaska, Thailand, North West Territories, BC, Peru, Bolivia (oh wait, that’s 2009).
  • I haven’t been anywhere.
  • Mr. Pineapple Head travelled to Whitehorse, Whistler, and well…that’s all. He might be a W-only sort of traveller.
  • YukonJen.com got a visual makeover.
  • TeamTriSol.com launched (two friends launching a triathlon training team). Just created a venue for them to launch their team virtually (more to come in 2009).
  • SCWTG.org launched (another friend who needed to reduce his email overhead).
  • ClimbingAndRunning.com launched (friend who wanted to launch a blog. Am pretty proud of this friend. He started with minimal web skills. By the end of the year, he’d been diligent enough about his blog entries and learning new skills, we updated his original site and incorporated some simple RSS strategies into his online presence.)
  • AppreciateSF.org (a work-in-progress. I don’t create websites, I help people gain the skills to create content and manage their own sites…more to come on this site in 2009).
  • A private site (but worthy to mention since it happened in 72 hours).
  • A site for a real estate agent that didn’t go anywhere.
  • A communications contract (DilithiumNetworks.com, not only technical writing, but also integrated some SEO concepts into the site. I asked the marketing director later in the year if our efforts paid off. She said: Definitely! Worth the effort!
  • A web content contract (working on a new intranet at Intuit.com. HR has to deploy their services world-wide).
  • Started yet another friend blogging at the HealdsburgRanchHand.
  • The Healdsburg Map Project
  • JohnTylerWines.WordPress.com (Helped the Bacagalupi twins start a blog about their family wine label and now we’re working on updating JohnTylerWines.com–an ongoing consulting project. Stay tuned for their website makeover).

And in my spare time:

  • FitchMountainLookout.com
  • HealdsburgBungalow.com
  • Old friends
  • New friends
  • New neighbours
  • A nonagenarian computer student
  • An old flame
  • A quick flame (three weeks I think)
  • A “trying things on for size” flame (obviously it didn’t work out, but it still burned when he dumped me)
  • A “Holy shit. How did I end up here? Again? ” a denial that anything is actually happening
  • Skype video with my parents
  • Skype video my sisters
  • Endless conversations in the Skype
  • Facebook exploded this summer and got most everybody on the social media bandwagon (now you have to start building your communities of real interest folks!)
  • Twitter changed the way we communicate (a whole lot of white noise and self-promotion–but that’s just my opinion)–and yes, I have a twitter account, but I’m trying to figure out how to make it more useful. To integrate it into existing online presences and finding a specific use for all of that white noise.
  • Started trail running in September
  • Ran 15 miles sometime in November
  • Ran 17 kms sometime in December
  • Ran 30 kms a week later

Goals for 2009:

  • Focus
  • Make healthy decisions